Choice

Don't worry I won't give up
and that means
I will win
and you probably
won't be happy about it.

Hollowed be Thy Name

It's an interesting feeling
being alone
having a son
working all the time
It's that accomplishment but yearning
steadily
for
some
acknowledgement
then what?
Now what?
NOW WHAT?
My body is swaying,
playing,
fighting
yearning
for
acknowlegment
yearning
for
love
from
that
person
that
does
NOT
exist
because
I am a distant thought
in a altered reality
and this
is not real.

4th of July

I don't know how to feel
Should I be happy?
I don't know how to feel
All my life
I have felt
Different
Alone
What is wrong with me?
ON
it
always
wins.

Now I'm like
I like this -
this is dangerous.
This is so fucking dangerous,
but fire is so beautiful,
why not play with it,
like the fourth of july.

Death

Money
this
person
must
die.
for
it
to
be made