Saturday, August 2, 2014

Expended Energy

I've noticed that I have these periods of time
that are beginning to expand into
stretches
and not
moments
periods where I can't look anyone in the eye
for fear or more conversation
I can feel their eyes draining my energy
sucking it into their being as if they are entitled.
I have noticed that I have these periods of time
that are beginning to dwindle into
moments
and not
stretches
periods where I am full of joy
and everyone sees my teeth and my eyes bright and my legs moving and my mouth opening and closing making sounds that are interpreted into words.
period where
I can see the vibration of the trees and the sun intermingling and sustaining the harmony of this earth and seriously,
what is happening
to
those
periods
of
time